Today I have been in constant motion. My mind is full and my body exhausted. Ryan left for camp # 2 of the summer today. He is gone until Friday. I missed him when I made the blackened talapia for dinner (the talapia that he’s mastered). I missed him when both kiddos were crying as I bathed Jameson tonight. I missed him when Lucia was babbling and rolling.. content as can be. Most of all I miss him now. His side of our bed is empty. Oh, how I hate to sleep alone. For as busy as our days are everyday, I love going to bed with my husband. Our bed feels perfect when he is laying beside me. And so empty when he is not.