A huge decision has been reached at the Underwood home-front.
Let me explain how big this is. I’m a person who needs things in order. I love routine, lists, planning. I need to at least mentally prepare for things. Ahead of time. I like to have things completed. For me to go to bed with dirty dishes in the kitchen would be shocking. Does this mean I can’t go with the flow or that I’m uptight? Not usually. But planned is how I like things.
Our last two pregnancies were planned. As I’ve mentioned here pregnancy # 3 was a total surprise as Ryan and I believe in and use birth control. So what’s the huge decision? This time we’re mixing things up and have decided NOT to find out the sex of baby 3 at our twenty week ultrasound. Ryan really felt it would be fitting of the pregnancy. And I… I’ve finally thrown out the needing to know and planning ahead of time. I won’t have the right colored clothes washed in the dresser waiting when the baby comes home. And surprisingly, I’m fine!
I love this surprise.