Fourteen more days as a working girl. I mentioned it here, but its really starting to sink in. Its the painful process of knowing what is to come and waiting and waiting for it to happen. Because if it just happened, then I’d have to adjust quickly. But this way… this way I have to much time to think. This is going to be a big change for our family. Everyone of us. For the first time since I was fifteen, I won’t have a job. Oh- I’ll have a job and I believe it will be the hardest one yet. I’ll be staying home!
My biggest fears are that I’ll never make it out of my yoga pants and will long for adult conversation. That the days will pass and feel exactly like the one before. That I’ll be more impatient with my children and be frustrated that I can get very little done when I’m the mom to three (or even two). I fear that I’ll miss the beautiful things (the important things) because I’m frustrated about the craziness.
I want this to be a great change.
I know quite a few of you that read along are/were stay at home moms. Please talk to me. What keeps you sane? Do you structure your days? Are there certain games/activities your toddler children love doing?
I’m ready to read your thoughts.